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[12 Nov 2008|12:08pm]
[ mood | sick ]

How long has it been since I posted a entry,
My life is completely different from 42 weeks ago, ago a year.
Is when I last posted a entry.
I whiten teeth now in the mall,
I have a fucking wonderful boyfriend,
one I had 3 years ago go figure,
I alsowork at a sub shop,
I go to school full time.
AND at the most I am pretty sick, but getting better.
My ears are all clogged.
There has been many things happen in the past 42 weeks.
The struggle is becoming less and less each day, and I thank god for that!

I will hopefully be posting more since I remebered my password.
Love sea_queen.

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[29 Jan 2008|11:45pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

myy gosh,
how things keep getting gayer,
I mean damn. today was good then it was sucky.

I hate when people make plans then come up with a STUPID EXCUSE to the break,

I knew it, oh it's raining.

lame but it's all good,
I totally understand I really do.

For real though,
if I never date anyone I will be fine,

I miss him so much honestly, I know we didnt date for long but damn does it suck,

he meant so much more to me then anyone else.

What a fucking douchebag.

If his name was in the dictionary.
it would saying : I suck, at life and breaking hearts, and I'm a faggot

right next to it.,

=[ fucker.

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[27 Jan 2008|09:01pm]
[ mood | cold ]

Welll, my mood is so unexplainable,

I don't know where I'm going or whats going on.

I hung out with my family tonight minus 1.
It was exceptionally nice.

I guess when you take people out of your life some old ones that will always be there come back in.

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[31 Oct 2007|11:15pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

I guess things could be better, like I think they will be soon.

I mean yeah , I knew it was coming but whatever.
Anways I should stop complaining but I'm soo tired of complaining to my friends I feel liek the get so sick of me, FUCk I'm a pansy.

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[30 Oct 2007|06:51pm]
[ mood | confused ]

I'm pretty much the biggest idiot ever.
I mean damn jessica.
Can I get any stupider?

I always make the wrong decisions and every one always catches me on it.
I can't stand how every one always knows my moves and how I act the same way ever single time.

I'm stupid , But maybe not so stupid, we will just how this goes.
AND I'll just play ittt cool.

right because thats what I should do.

I'm totally cool.

the end.

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[27 Oct 2007|01:22pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

prettty much, my birthday was amazing!!
I loved every second!!
And I know sarah poo is reading this because she is the only one that does!!
she is amazing, I'm so glad her and harry came last night, and actually everyone that did was amazing.

Now I'm watching scariest places on earth and my mom would be jealous.
Becausee she lovesss these kind of shows, hahah it's actually pretty scary, but anwyas back to my birthday this birthday was honestly the best , I coudln't have asked for better, seriously. I got a lot of fantasic things too, CUPCAKES, A SHIRT, UNDIES, A DVD PLAYER, CUTE JEWELRY, COOKIES, SOCKS, MINTS, A PURSE. it's just all amazing.

I love my friends and my self,

who wants to gettt crunk with me

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JESSICA IS 18!! [24 Oct 2007|10:41pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

TODAY WAS MY BIRTHDAY.. and it was most amazing!! I had dinner with the family talked to a lot of great people! Got a AMAZING card from jessica and some money to. It was just over all good! OH adn I bought my first lottery ticket and it was soo cool! BUt I lost but it was so worth two dollars.hahah Anyways I also had to tlak to someone I definately didn't want to! It was gay adn I felt really bad but I had to say what I had to say. And he just has to live with that, I feel like I'm being a bitch or childish when I did all that but I just had too. I also am really tired of suck clingy guys, I really want ot never date anyone like that again. It's just to much shit to put up with!! This all sounds so stupid but anyways, I just wanted to write about how amazing my day was and how cool it is to be 18! ANd I'm def getting some tattoos soon. I can't wait!

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HELLOOOOOOO 18 [23 Oct 2007|11:32pm]
[ mood | happy ]

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN A MEER 28 MINUTES, well I be 18 then andd guess what!!!!
I'm so excited I can't wait like for realll! I'm goona go tatto crazy! well not really but I'll might get one!!
=] I'm soo excited!!! I'm gonna have the best birthday ever!! well atleast I hope so!!


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[23 Oct 2007|12:34am]
[ mood | exhausted ]


YESSS. I WILL BE SO OLD AND amazinggg, so I'm having a amazing birthday I hope! With all my friends and everything. I need to go to bed bc I have to get up early to clean and do gayass math xl.

Okk xoxoj

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CLINGY@#$%^&*(&^%$#@ [21 Oct 2007|10:44pm]
[ mood | cold ]

WHY YES. Very it's so annoying.
I can't stand it. I wish he would just leave me aone, I don't want to date him EVER again!! And he just doesn't understand, and I'm not being mean I've tried to be as nice a possible actually. Anyways, I can not wait until friday because I am having a birthday get together with all my friends and it's gonna be amazing. I can't wait, and we had a work meeting today which was ok! SOOO many new rules to every little thing, kind of queer, but I still love work, and I requested a week off for my birthday and they better have given it to me.



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[21 Oct 2007|03:12pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

HEYYY last night I went to teh fair! And it was pretty amazing. Went with a bunch of friends, and there were so many HOTTIES there.
Well actually only like 3 but whatever. Anyways the ex was being so clingy last night! Iwas like PLEaseeee calm the fuck down. I mean jeez I was trying to be nice and just let him come with us because he is having a hard time with it all. Maybe I am being to nice.
OH WELLL It doesn't matter. I am watching transformers adn it is a KICK ASS movie. like for real!!!!!!!!!!!It is seeiming pretty amazing but then again I just started! Oh well time to go!!!!!!!!


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[18 Oct 2007|11:35pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

SO I wrote this reallly long page about everything today and how amazing everything and then my computer was a hooker ass slut.
and it deleted it all I was pissed.

Oh well.
i'll write more later and not 32 WEEKs later.

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[04 Mar 2007|11:45pm]
LIFE IS... ok.
ahhaha this is so gay writing in herreee.
like seriously
I love love my friends.
and my pooky.

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[20 Feb 2007|09:30pm]
[ mood | tired ]

hello mardi gras.

yes sir all day in mobile.
I loved it.
thanks daddy.
AND I love my friends.
and i miss my suga.

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[29 Jan 2007|05:55pm]
SOO last weekend meaning the one we just had,

AND now.
I have so much math homework.
I hate it.
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WOAH$%^&*( [13 Jan 2007|09:01pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

WELL I haven't wrote in thsi in like a year.
I'm ready to graduate. Yes sir I am.

And my life is amazing, somewhat besides school, well ok it's just normal.... I lied.
BUT nightt = movie night with brittney.

yeah for that..

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fun time. [14 Jun 2006|03:46pm]
[ mood | good ]

pinic and beach tommorrow.
I love my summer school class.
Just because the all the kids have mental retardation.
Ha. It so hilariously funny.
I better make a A in that class or ill be pissed.
Well this summer has been good so far.
I miss my danielle most of all though.
I know shes having a blast though at all her camps. But I really wont get to hang out with her except on the off days shes not a camp. But hopefully I can go to renuion.
I saw the break-up with the family yesterday.
I went shopping for disney too.
I love my family more than anything, and i love my friends as well.
Disney World in 2 weeks.
You'll miss I know.
So Tv dinnner time.

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[05 Jun 2006|09:53pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

dang I hate waking up early.
it sucks so bad.

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[24 Apr 2006|08:38pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

I love Beauiful People.
Its so wonderful.
And I love the gorillas.
I would totally like school better. If I had an A in math.
PLEASE LORD! let me get an A in Math.
I love life.
And friends.
the end.


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[30 Mar 2006|02:09pm]
[ mood | sick ]

hope shes ok. hospitals are no fun.

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